Drugs, good and bad

[Billy Underdog]

Guess what; went through total anesthesia today. Safe to say i'm Somewhat Slightly Dazed...  Going round being a huge trigger for the opiate addicts here...  Well, they'll gonna have to learn how to live with it anyways. 

But i started wondering, what the fuck is in this shit? Am i going to test positive on the urine sample now? Not that i'm worried, an anesthesia procedure would count as good reason anyways, i'm just wondering...

Wondering and happy...

I got a free, legal (with regards to where i'm at at the moment) buzz, very much so the first minutes before i went down, but still going the last 4 hours since i woke up.

It's a nice day, despite it's raining...

[Charger]

Guess what; went through total anesthesia today.

But were you pulling teeth?


I think it depends on what they gave you...but I think there are a lot of non opioid iv-anestetics out there that are videly used...

I think you should have a doctor's note for this though...right? Unless you had surgery in a back on someone's van?

[Zzzptm]

Yeah, back of van surgery is NO FUN!

[Billy Underdog]

Yeah, back of van surgery is NO FUN!

I think it was alot of fun...

Nah, i had so much dental work to be done that it was quicker and cheaper to do it in one go. So the reason is very much valid in terms of treatment.

Starting to think a great deal of benzo was involved, though, both because of how good everything felt straight after and how the comedown feels exactly like when i was in withdrawals a couple of months ago.

[Zzzptm]

Well, don't relapse, whatever you do.

[Billy Underdog]

Well, don't relapse, whatever you do.

Well... Guess what...

[Zzzptm]

Well, don't relapse, whatever you do.

Well... Guess what...

Dammit, Billy. Now you need to un-relapse.

[Billy Underdog]

[Zzzptm]

Oh dear, I hope you won't have to go into rehab for *marshmallows*!

[Billy Underdog]

^^^ Didn't manage the marshmallow challenge full on this time around. What was a one-time relapse have escalated pretty bad.
I was almost finished with the bed post treatment anyways, but i'm going to continue with daytime treatment two days a week for a while. That is if i'll get clean urine samples again, but that doesn't seem likely right now. Need to get a grip bigtime now, and this time without being "locked up" in a safe environment...

[Typhon]

I'm rooting for you, Billy. 

[Billy Underdog]

Thanks, buddy. It's really, REALLY appreciated.

[Billy Underdog]

Just smoke cannabis, people. 
Just don't get into the habit of doing it all the time. Addiction is addiction. Keep it to a handful of times a month. Never do it because you think you "need" to.
And stay away from dangerous drugs like alcohol, pills and opiates!!! 

 

[Billy Underdog]

Caffeine just as addictive, and way deadlier than cannabis. Not to mention nicotine. The only thing more deadly than alcohol is heroin. It even beats morphine and cocaine. Pentobarbital is used for death penalty in the States.

Just wanna point out that cannabis and MDMA are hallucinogens and psilocybin (shrooms), mescaline and LSD are psychedelics...

[Zzzptm]

You can eventually get to a point where you don't keep going back. Once you're there, you can look back at what you've done and forgive yourself, giving yourself permission to go forward in sobriety.